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Interview in www.museindia.com

2011-05-24T04:13:00.000-07:00

Kaveri Nambisan – In Conversation with Deepa Mishra

Kavery Nambisan, a surgeon by profession and a novelist, says that "it is life that feeds literature". Like leaves growing to a tree in the natural process, the desire to write germinated in her naturally. She started writing because she liked, she says, to see her name in print. After the favorable response received for the story published in the children's magazine Target in the 1980s, she felt encouraged to go on. Rosalind Wilson the editor of the magazine Target commented that "Kavery has a rare gift of telling stories". Widely read in Kannada and English literature she has been greatly influenced, as she admits, by Mahatma Gandhi and Thoreau "who have inspired me in my medical work as well. I admire their directness of approach, the ability to address every issue in a simple and truthful way."

As a writer Kavery mainly deals with deprivation of Indians who are below the poverty line. As a surgeon, she prefers to work in rural India where poverty is more visible. Thus, she is directly witness to the suffering of the poor which she clinically portrays in her novels. Commenting on her own writing she admits, "I deal mostly with patients who are already under considerable financial stress. Learning about their life, being a sort of adviser and friend has been a privilege that can not be measured…Yes, it has influenced me as a person, - therefore my writing".

Further, she says that she uses observation and imagination to weave stories. .Even though her novels are peopled by the poor, their poverty portrayed is not meant to provide pleasure to the "haves" at the cost of the "have not" as it is usually done in the movies Slumdog Millionaire, and Adiga's novel The White Tiger. Kavery, on the other hand lays emphasis on how such character think of the privileged, "Do they hate us ?". Her novel the story Must not be told primarily aims at highlighting the pains and pangs of the poor. Influenced by Mahatma Gandhi and Thoreau, Kavery admittedly is an idealist and realist.
Kavery Nambisan's novels include The Truth About Bharat (Almost), The Scent of Pepper, Mango-Coloured fish, On Wings of Butterflies, The Hills of Angheri, the story that must not be told.
This interview was an opportunity to interact with her and to get to know her views first hand. She was prompt with her response in a customary down-to-earth, and unassuming manner.

Deepa: Tell us something about your childhood, especially in Coorg. Did your parents in any way inspire your writing?

Kavery: I have very clear memories of childhood from the age of three. Those years of my life continue to feed my imagination. My parents were simple, good people. My father was a Gandhian and politician who never gave up his principles for power or money. Later, in my teenage years and afterwards, he was in high cabinet positions but he did not let us children ever feel that he or we were in any way special.

My parents were not literary in any sense, but I think it is life that feeds literature, so in that sense, my parents influenced me, and therefore my writing.

Deepa: How is that you decided to become a writer?

Kavery: I was and still am a loner by preference. It does not mean I don't like company; but generally, I'm quite happy being by myself or with few people at best. I always loved reading. In my early years in Coorg, I read avidly in Kannada and later in English, when I learnt the language. I did not actually decide to become a writer, I only wrote a few pieces when I wanted a break from my work as a surgeon and then found that I liked doing it.

Deepa: To what extent does your background of medicine help you as a writer? And do you feel that it is an added advantage for someone with a different professional background to pursue creative writing?

Kavery: I find that having a job/career worked fine for me. Surgery is a very different field – of precise knowledge, training and learning certain skills. It is team work. Writing is where I use observation and imagination (in solitude) to weave stories.

Deepa: What sort of relationship have you carved out between the parallel programmess of social service and writing? Do you find them mutually complementary?

Kavery: As a doctor, what you call social service is simply my job. I never thought of myself as wanting to do anything other than be a good doctor. Now that I also write, I know that my colourful experiences in the surgical field have helped my writing. I deal mostly with patients who are already under considerable financial stress. Learning about their lives, being a sort of advisor and friend, has been a privilege that cannot be measured. Yes, it has influenced me as a person, and therefore my writing.

Deepa: Is there any specific person who has encouraged you for your writing?

Kavery: Readers mainly, but also an excellent children's book editor, Rosalind Wilson who worked for 'Target' magazine in the 1980s. She liked my writing and would often tell me that I had a rare gift for telling stories. My husband, Vijay, too, has been a terrific influence.

Deepa: Who are your favorite writers? Has your writing in any way been inspired by these writers? Is there any specific book that shaped your writing life?

Kavery: I am inspired by a handful of writers: Dostoevsky, Kipling, Robert Graves, Thoreau, Gandhi, George Orwell. I think Indian writers Ismat Chugtai, Girish Karnad and Mohammed Vaikom Basheer have influenced my writing; I admire all these writers very much.

I have learnt different things from each of them. Particularly, Mahatma Gandhi and Thoreau have inspired me in my medical work as well. I admire their directness of approach, the ability to address every issue in a simple and truthful way.

Deepa: In today's world of experimental writing your endeavour has been on a realistic track. Is it something deliberate or just situational? And are you going to shift to experimental fiction any time in the near future?

Kavery: It is not a conscious decision. Before I write a novel, I struggle to hit the right tone of voice and if I find it, I go ahead with the writing. There is no other plan of action or writing in a certain way. I think because of this, each of my books has a different style, if that's what one wants to call it.

Deepa: One finds you a critic of established Indian traditions particularly as regards women. However, it is believed that the Indian system in many ways is supportive of women. Has it ever occurred to you to create a balance between both dimensions?

Kavery: I don't know what gave you the idea that I am a critic of Indian traditions. I'm well aware of its positives, but being a realist, I'm not carried away by any sanguine notions about a woman's status in India, nor by the 'happy family' picture that is often romanticised. I worry constantly about the oppression of those without power or a voice of protest, be they women, children, men or animals. I hate the inequality and injustice that exists. It is certainly not only a woman's thing.

Deepa: How do you handle one of the most important aspects of Indian writing in English i.e. ".Indianness" in your novel?

Kavery: Indians are generally multi-lingual and so we think in several languages. I'm very much a gut-level writer. That is, I put down my thoughts quickly as they come, so the Indianness is bound to be a part of what I write. Looking back, I find that I use a lot of Indian words.

Deepa: Which novel of yours is very close to your heart?

Kavery: Each one in its own way. I guess I have favourite characters from my own books, because I really like people and their idiosyncracies. So there is Bharat, Nanji, Cachera Machaiah, Megha Dasi, Paru Aunty and Uncle, Budhi, Simon, Thatkan…

Deepa: One finds a glimpse of yours in the character of Nalli in The hills of Angheri. Was this novel in any way inspired by your real life experiences?

Kavery: Yes, indeed. Nalli is after my own heart, there is no escaping it. Her personal life is different from mine, but the surgical situations are taken from my own life or what I have observed and later fictionalised.

Deepa: Do you stick to any specific time or schedule for your writing?

Kavery: I don't have that luxury. It is always time snatched here and there, between my surgical career which has been very demanding and my personal life which has always been a quiet one. I work best in the early hours and never in the evenings. I am just too tired by then.

Deepa: How does Mr Vijay Nambisan, who is also well known writer, react to your work?

Kavery: Ah. He's such a good writer, with a perfect command of the language and with good knowledge of other languages. I'm a shabby sort of writer, I need to go back many times to correct grammar, spellings etc. So I get it from him, which is okay. We criticise each other and it brings out the best in each of us. Most of the time!

Deepa: Your latest book the story must not be told has been inspired by slum life. It is also a fact that quite a few well publicized popular works - whether literary or cinematic - have been done of late on similar concepts. Have you in a way tried to capitalize on the current readers' sentiment?

Kavery: I know. The movie Slumdog Millionaire and the novel The White Tiger were both making news at the time when my novel was shortlisted for the Man Asian Literary Prize in 2008. I still haven't seen the movie, I have since read The White Tiger. I think my novel is very different. I have lived amongst the type of people I describe in the story…, my surgical life has brought me into close contact with such people. The main thrust of my novel, besides the lives of the characters, is how Simon tries to find out what these people (who live in slums, in this case) think about privileged people like us. Do they hate us?

Deepa: What message or advice you would like to give to the new generation writers?

Kavery: Write only if you love words, love language and understand the power that they have on your readers. Stay true to your muse. Read everything, read widely and when you find your favourites, read them again. Write without feeling self-conscious.

Tennyson in, In Memoriam tells "For words, like Nature, half reveal/ And half conceal the Soul within". But in this interview Kavery Nambisan pours out her feelings in "full-throated ease". It appears as if "her heart is on her lips".

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Semeen Ali

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Kulpreet Yadav - 'The Family of Stars'
Mangala Varma - 'Some kiss and don't tell'
Rama Shivakumar : 'The Enlightenment'

The Steth or The Pen?

2011-04-05T05:00:00.000-07:00

Being a doctor and a writer can be tricky. Medical colleagues who discover that I write (fiction, that too), exclaim: “You write stories?” as though it were something as inapt as wearing a see-through blouse. At writers' conferences, my medical degree evokes a few ill-concealed smiles; if coughs and upset tummies occur, they are taken to a ‘proper doctor.’

I have learnt to bend my careers to fit my needs first and then everyone else’s. When I’m asked how I balance my two interests, my answer is, “By not doing anything else.” Which is almost true. I have discovered that by stubbornly eschewing every task that I detest, I can garner the resources for what I love doing.

One question I’m asked is whether I use my medical experiences in my novels. I use them like any other experience. So much powerful human drama passes before my eyes at work. Some unforgettable incidents settle in the subconscious and nudge their way to the surface at inexplicable moments. They sometimes enter a story taking shape in my thoughts. What finally comes on page will perhaps have a flickering resemblance to the real thing. In one of my novels, however, I have used real-life surgical situations and scenes. The story itself is fiction.

Not long ago a patient I had once treated began to knock, insistently, on the doors of my memory. All that had transpired during his stay in the hospital four years back appeared before me like an album of pictures.

Madeva was a casual labourer from in a village near the rural hospital where I was surgeon. He had come to our area to pick pepper. The work demands nimble-footed climbers who go up trees on which pepper vines wind upward in decorative whorls of dark green. Madeva was new to the job. On his second day at work he fell from a height of eighty feet and broke his neck. When he came to the hospital on a stretcher, he was paralysed from the chest down, his breathing troubled and there was but a flicker of movement in his fingers.

He was unwilling to go to the nearest city hospital with facities for spinal surgery which we did not have. The100 km ride over rubble roads, a long stay in a crowded government hospial with indifferent nursing meant that often patients got worse. They developed bedsores and other infections. In our sixty-bed rural hospital, with carefully considered conservative treatment and good nursing care, we had better results. Most spinal injuries involving the lower back ultimately walked home on crutches.

But when the neck was broken it was difficult, no matter what the treatment. Over the next few weeks, Madeva’s breathing became normal, he could move his arms a little and turn on his side. But he was unable to do anything useful for himself like wash his face or eat. His bed in the Male Surgical ward was nearest to the toilets. Not that Madeva could use them himself but the hospital staff found it that much easier to clean out his bedpan.

Fated to a wheelchair life, the twenty-six-year-old was naturally devastated. His chiselled good looks suffered from the strain and his eyes filled with sadness. His medical problem was compounded by a personal one: Six months earlier, in a moment of anger against his constantly nagging wife, Madeva had moved out of his home to live with another woman. She was caring enough after the accident but as the weeks wore on, her conduct towards him changed to one of thinly veiled disgust.

Workers like Madeva who are injured on duty are eligible for compensation paid through an insurance taken out by the employer. We submitted Madeva’s forms for the claim, and a week before he was discharged the money was ready. With some wheedling over the phone, the insurance agent agreed to deliver the demand draft of one lakh directly to the patient.

As soon as this news became known, Madeva was befriended by several patients who had suddenly discovered their affection for the permanently stricken man. His wife and his mother were now regular visitors. The three women pressed around him to demonstrate how much they cared. His mother claimed to have gone through terrible hardship to bring him up; his wife said that she was the mother of his children and would always be there for him. His other woman smilingly revealed that Madeva had promised to marry her. Each of them also quizzed the nurses about his chances of survival.

One evening when he was alone, I spoke to Madeva. His body was damaged but his mind was whole. If he held on to that belief, it could make all the difference. He listened silently for the five or ten minutes that I spoke to him.

Madeva left the hospital accompanied by one of our employees (Raju, a lab assistant) who helped him deposit the money in the bank nearest to his home. A month later, we sent Raju again to check on him.

Surprisingly, Madeva had gained weight and looked cheerful. “Stay till noon,” he told Raju, lighting a bidi. “You’ll understand everything.” As the sun rose over the mud house, the three women appeared one by one, bearing tiffins full of flavoursome food. One started to wash his clothes, another made his bed and the third massaged him. “They’re still tying to guess which of them is my favourite,” Madeva whispered. “If I praise my mother one day, my wife will be the next…. You see? It keeps them on their toes. Tell the doctor I’m using my mind.

He lived only for ten more months. But he lived like a king.

Think of books when you want to give a gift! Here's a bit of self-promotion...

2010-12-28T18:27:00.001-08:00

Reviews of my novel and some interviews

2010-12-24T05:00:00.001-08:00

A bit of self-promotion...

More On The Story...

2010-11-24T04:49:00.000-08:00

I have just returned from a month-long plunge into the difficult task of promoting my novel, with book launches, readings, talks and interviews. I only have Goa and Bombay to visit now and then I’ll be back to my quiet and peaceful life.

Tired I am, but it was truly enjoyable. One of the greatest pleasures of having a novel out is the response from readers. There’s been a steady flow of them and I am happy that the The Story... resonates for so many people. Here are some news items: http://epaper.timesofindia.com/Repository/getFiles.asp?Style=OliveXLib:LowLevelEntityToPrint_TOINEW&Type=text/html&Locale=english-skin-custom&Path=TOICH/2010/11/12&ID=Ar02500

http://www.thehindu.com/arts/magazine/article893546.ece

http://indiatoday.intoday.in/site/Story/119752/Leisure/books-slum-and-substance.html

You may not know that my earlier novel The Scent of Pepper (Penguin India 1996 and Penguin UK 2001) has been released in a new, revised edition. Why revised? There were a few historic facts I wanted to include and it was also an opportunity to make small changes that enhance the story. My publisher agreed and so I typed the entire novel into the computer and got going. Do read this novel. It is set in Coorg (Kodagu) where I belong.

Sarita Mandanna’s Tiger Hills published in July this year by Penguin is also set in Coorg. It is a lovely romance, and the story covers the same period as mine. The similarity between the two novels ends there. But there has been much talk of plagiarism, because a few passages in Sarita’s book resemble passages from mine. I have carefully gone through her novel since this accusation came up and I certainly don’t think there is any plagiarism.

Also: I am misquoted as having said, “I did not expect it of Sarita.” What I said, when asked before I read her book was: “I do not expect it of Sarita.”

Each novel is different in its own way and has its own merits. Read both and enjoy a piece of history about a people you will find quite fascinating.

The Story That Must Not Be Told

2010-09-21T18:32:00.000-07:00

I’m happy to let you know that my new novel is just out. Now the unenviable task of legging it around to the cities to do readings is making me nervous.

http://www.penguinbooksindia.com/category/Fiction/The_Story_that_Must_Not_be_Told_9780670084531.aspx

MY earlier novel, The Scent of Pepper is also out in a new, revised edition.

The Delhi launch is on 27th October (after the CW games fever has subsided), B/lore on 4th November and Madras on 8th. Bombay on 26th Nov. Please do come and buy a copy. Your views on the novel will be valuable.
Venue: Delhi at the Gulmohur Hall, Habitat Centre. 6pm
Bangalore: Time Out Book Store, 6pm
Madras: The Landmark Book Store, Nungambakam, 6pm
Bombay: Crossword Book Store, Kemps Corner, 6pm.
If any changes, I shall keep you posted.

The Story That Must Not Be Told

2010-09-21T18:28:00.001-07:00

The Village Where Everything Happens

2010-08-25T19:30:00.000-07:00

Apologies to anyone who might have wondered why I’d gone off the blog for a while; apologies to myself for not talking to myself as much as I like. Reason? I’ve been slogging away in a remote corner in Dharmapuri district, Tamil Nadu.

Here two doctor-friends run a hospital that caters to the medical needs of more than fifty surrounding villages. It is a busy place, the number of outpatients in a day often exceeds 100. Right now I’m the lone doctor here and that means I have to attend to every emergency as well. Sleepless nights I do not like, having done my share of night duties and calls all through my surgical career. I hate being disturbed once I’m home from work. But then, an acute abdomen cannot wait; nor can a very sick infant, a severe chest pain, a snake-bite, a road accident, a woman in labour or a case of poisoning.

I guess it is good once in a while to go back to the basics and that’s what I find myself doing here. I have to be the junior and the senior. I must ask my own questions and chastise my erring self, remember forgotten modes of treatment, and learn from the nurses who have all worked here for ten years or more.

But wait. There’s more. My doctor friends let me and my husband stay in their home while they are away. A terrific place with a wild garden, hundreds of butterflies and bees, lovely fragrances, innummerable insects, two dogs, four cats, frogs, bats (hanging from the roof in the bedroom) and a few other beasts. One day I returned from the hospital (a nice walk of a km and a half) to find Vijay and the maid who comes in to help agitating in the garden. “A cobra!” shouted Vijay who was brandishing a stick at the two dogs that jumped excitedly at the foot of what we in Karnataka call a parijata tree. The dogs managed to scare the cobra down, one of them caught it and ran around with it clamped in his jaws until Vijay brought down the pole on its head and ended the agony.

The very next day we had a scorpion in the kitchen and the following day a palm-sized spider in the living room. Forget the centipedes, there are just too many of them.

A rewarding experience, to say the least. We’ll soon be heading back home. With my new book ready for release in a month’s time, I have other things to think about. But for a long while I will dream of this beautiful place and feel thankful for the experience.

Doctoring my way

2010-06-12T22:57:00.001-07:00

Why did you choose to work as a surgeon in unattractive, filthy little
places? I have been asked this question so many times.

Let me see: I like taking risks. Within limits, of course. When we
were in Bihar, I have sat across my clinic table and discussed the
condition patients with members of criminal gangs; But outside, I
kept my distance. Vijay, my husband, was foolhardy enough to attend an
all-night wedding in a nearby town once; if there were any criminals
among the guests, he wasn't aware and luckily, nothing untoward
happened. I've pillion-ridden a dozen times from Mathura to Agra, and
a few times to Delhi, when it wasn't very safe to do it; watched
movies (B-Grade Hindi or the latest Bhojpuri) in a theatre where the
owner would warn habitual trouble-makers by firing shots in the air;
and fought off a severe attack of Malaria with a Quinine drip
administered by a nurse.

The second reason for my choosing to work outside the cities must be
the unpredictable newness of cases that pour into the clinic every
day. Unlike the set-pieces that one sees in large, multi-speciality
hospitals of the metros, far-flung areas offer fascinating cases that
challenge, educate and teach something very precious: humility. I thus
got to remove a malarial spleen weighing 4.8 kg, a massive hydrocele
of the vulva in a woman, a calcified deposit the size and shape of a
cup from a scrotum, operated on penile cancers and coaxed half a kilo
of stones from the gut of a six-year old, mistaken a thermometer
inside the urinary bladder of an adolescent schoolgirl for a tumour…
Working without the help of other surgeons, I learnt to use my own
knowledge, common sense and a wide range of surgical books and
journals. I understood that surgery itself is quite simple if you
tackle problems with a clear mind.

For the last three years since we moved to Lonavla in Maharashtra, I
have worked as a general practitioner. I always wanted to try my hand
at it, partly out of curiosity but mainly because I needed more time
for my writing and my other interests. I have varied clients who have
come to this state from various parts of the country in search of
work. So I get to hear Marathi, Kannada, Urdu, the singsong Bihari
type of Hindi and Oriya. Most of my patients can just about afford the
price of medicines at wholesale rates. Some charm me out of that too.

The other day I treated a man for a nasty infection of the skin. He
paid me half the amount that the medicines cost and promised to pay up
the rest 'as soon as he could'. Then he proceeded to advise me: "I see
that you're working alone, without any help. I'll put you in touch
with a very good doctor (he was trained in Bombay, you know) at the
government hospital. He will guide you."

In what way would this doctor guide me? "He's in charge of the medical
stores. He can get you a lot of medicines for free."

I explained why I would not accept the 'guidance' from this good
doctor willing to help me with medicines siphoned off from a hospital
and my patient left, disappointed at my stupidity. I hope he comes
back with the thirty rupees he owes me.

One learns something every day!

An excerpt from my novel: The Scent of Pepper

2010-05-11T22:12:00.000-07:00

Ch 2

The death became public when Boju walked to the flowering mango tree
and fired two shots, choosing his father's favourite gun from among
the twelve on the gun-rack. Swift-footed Yeravas were already out of
the gate and across the ramp to the opposite side of the stream.

"Yajamana! It's Madaiah Yajamana!"

Villagers snaked in through the gate like disciplined pilgrims: women
in white, men in their best sober clothes. The dead man wasn't just
anyone; he had married Cheppudira Ponnappa Dewan's daughter and had
received the title of Rao Bahadur for his loyalty. Such solidity of
background. He deserved a splendid funeral and the family could afford
it.

The sons laid Madaiah on a stone slab near the well, peeled off his
dirt-encrusted clothes and washed away the accretions of eleven years
of decay. Neighbours, relatives and prompters were at hand.

"Bathe him in scalding water!"
"Sit him up! Sit him up!"
"The sovereign on the forehead!"
"The mirror, where's the hand-mirror?"

They dressed him like a bridegroom in kupya chale, with the peeche
kathi at his waist, covered his wispy hair with the gold-lined turban
and put a mirror in his hand. They stuck a gold sovereign on his
forehead and sat him up in the front room because the Kaleyanda men
never take anything lying down. The round table was pushed to a corner
to make place for more people. The sons changed into white dhotis,
covered their bare chests with white cloth and stood at the door,
stupefied by the suddenness of death.

Mourners kept coming; they leaned on the round table, sat on it,
toppled furniture and filled every inch of space, like stacked linen.
Such discomfort was borne with fortitude that was an expression of
their caring. They came all day to touch the feet of the dead man and
to drop a rupee coin in the brass plate at his feet; they would stay
till the body was cremated.

Chambavva kept vigil near the body in widow's white, with the shoulder
cloth knotted in front, greying hair loosened, denuded of chains,
earrings and her tiger-claw brooch. Her soft skin was unused to the
roughness of the reed mat on which she sat but her grief overshadowed
physical discomfort. Her status had slipped from that of wife to
widow. Even a decaying husband was better than no husband.

True, the Kodavas treated their women better than most but a widow was
a symbol of grief. Though her husband had ceased to exist for God
knows how long, his physical death left a vacuum. He looked so fresh
and youthful now, after the cleaning. Chambavva's mind wandered back
to the days of his hook-nosed handsomeness. She remembered the
strength of his arms, the eagerness in his stride and the precise
confidence of his limbs and she bent her head so as to avoid glances
of pity from the women who pressed around her like doves of peace.
Near Chambavva stood Nanji, pale and prominent in her advanced
pregnancy. She rearranged garlands, relit the incense sticks, served
black coffee with puttoo to the guests, and tried bravely to hide her
sorrow.

Nanji was the saddest person at the funeral. She did not mourn the
death of her father-in-law which had been coming a long time. It did
not sadden her any more than the felling of a rotting athi tree or a
withering coffee bush. Her tears were for the splendid diamond ring
that Madaiah used as his instrument of suicide. After slitting his
gullet lengthwise and causing him to vomit a chamberpot full of blood,
it had passed slyly into the stomach and would still be there, in his
fermenting gastric juices. Neither Baliyanna or Boju or any of the
Kaleyanda men thought of the possibility of rescuing the ring. The
diamond, big and perfect, was a family heirloom that should rightfully
have passed to her husband. Now it was irrevocably lost.

The moronic stupidity of men who could not think clearly in moments of
grief! It could easily have been removed. Had she not once, when
slitting the belly of a chicken, found a gold sovereign with the royal
insignia of Queen Victoria lying face down amidst undigested grains of
rice? Had she not washed and rubbed and scrubbed it and added it to
the treasures that she kept in a red satin purse in the bottom drawer
of her wooden chest? Nanji itched for action but any suggestion from
her could easily be misconstrued. So she submerged her grief in the
endlessness of her duties, ensuring that everyone had eaten and
pausing to feed the little son who slept in a cradle in the bedroom.

There was no single person at the funeral to direct the course of
events; it was directed by several men and women reputed to 'know'
these things. The rituals went on till four in the afternoon when ten
young men of the village dressed in black kupya-chale appeared, with
their guns ready for the funeral honours. Baliyanna, Boju and four
cousins carried the body on a bamboo chair to the half-acre clearing
that was reserved for family cremations, where one dead son had
already preceded the father. Fresh stacks of wood had been readied for
the cremation. Three times they carried the body around the pyre;
Chambavva followed, with a cracked mud pot on her head, water
trickling down over her face. The cracked pot symbolised the
dihiscence of her married life. Nanji walked behind Chambavva,
throwing rice into the unlit pyre. When the Rao Bahadur had been
mounted on his final perch, the sons, wife and relatives touched his
lips with wet tulsi leaves in a final act of farewell; Boju removed
the silver sheathed dagger from his dead father's waist and Chambavva
broke her bangles over the body; the ten young men lined up before the
pyre, raised their guns in a slow graceful arc and fired twice.
Baliyanna lit the pyre.

For eleven days Chambavva did not comb her hair or sleep on her bed;
along with the family she abstained from meat, milk and spices and
each day at noon she offered food, first to the spirit of her dead
husband and then to the crows. With Nanji, she walked to the backyard
with the food wrapped in banana leaves, laid it near the well and
clapping her hands, called: "Ka! Ka! Ka!" The crows – death meant
little to these realists who only believed in survival – were happy to
feast on the food. The crows enjoying the food meant that the dead
person too was satisfied. Chambavva did it for eleven days until the
soul of her husband joined that of his ancestors and had no further
need of worldly victuals.

At the eleventh-day ceremony a hundred guests were fed besides the
Yeravas, the workers on the estate and a multitude of wanderers,
beggars and derelicts. Then came the pilgrimage to Talakaveri on
Brahmagiri hill, where the family scattered the ashes in the river. In
the evening when they came home, they ended their abstinence by eating
thaliya puttoo with chicken and drinking coffee with milk. Only
Chambavva the widow would henceforth wear white and no other colour.

Early next day Baliyanna sitting in his father's study to sort out
urgent matters of the estate, saw the cream-coloured envelope
addressed to his father. It had arrived from England on the day of
the suicide and Nanji, who had put it there, did not for a moment
think that anything could be important enough to intrude on the
immediate tragedy.

So it stayed there, leaning on a jar of water until Baliyanna slit
open the envelope and read the three-page letter. He bellowed with
rage and Nanji, cleaning sardines in the kitchen, wiped her hands on
her sari and rushed to the study.

"What is it?"

A photograph slipped from between the pages of the letter and fell to
the floor. Nanji picked it up and saw the cause of Baliyanna's rage.
Appachu, the star son of Madaiah and in England studying for the bar
stood with his arm around a white woman. "He's married an English
whore!" cried Baliyanna. He grabbed the photograph, tore it to shreds
and threw it into the chamber pot that had served his father right
until his death. "Thu!"

Appachu had passed his law examination with honours and married one
Marjorie Hicks who was neither English, nor a whore. She was a fair
complexioned, unfortunately plain-looking Eurasian, the daughter of an
undertaker from Tooting Bec. In the same letter, Appachu conveyed the
tragic news that Machu, the other brother studying medicine at Charing
Cross Hospital in London had gone on a weekend spree to Torquay and
drowned while swimming.

Machu's death did not shock so much because death, when it is an
accident, is unavoidable. But one could certainly think before jumping
into marriage with a half-caste. "He could have got the loveliest of
Kodava girls for the asking!" Baliyanna shouted.

Appachu had further committed the unforgivable sin of disclosing both
catastrophes in one letter. Had the Rao Bahadur read it, he would have
had monumental reasons for suicide. His death now became a greater
misfortune because effect preceded the cause; the suicide remained a
futile act, without reasoned justification, which could have given it
some valour.

The family was branded by three distinct tragedies. People talked.
"There will be no escaping the anger of our ancestors." "Kodagu will
be punished."

The rains were held back that year. For months on end the river Kaveri
ran dry and when the rains finally came, it was time for Kailpodh when
Kodavas worship their weapons and too late for the paddy and coffee.
The drought affected the economy of Kodagu for several years, and the
burden of guilt was borne by the family of the Rao Bahadur.

World Health Day

2010-04-16T21:46:00.001-07:00

I wrote an article in The Hindu for World Health Day, published on 11th April. Here's the link: April 11 2010: http://www.hindu.com/mag/2010/04/11/stories/2010041150200400.htm
I'd love to have your comments.

Kavery.
I think I forgot to give the link the previous time, sorry.

Love: It is Their Right

2010-04-16T21:44:00.000-07:00

Two separate incidents in the last few weeks show up the tragic extremes of our intolerance: The endorsement of ‘honour killings’ in Haryana by some 36 Panchayats across the state; and the suspension and subsequent death of a Professor in AMU for being involved in a homosexual relationship.

What makes us fume over the private lives of others, particularly when they harms no one? A false sense of family honour is no reason for killing off young couples; the self-righteous reproach of another’s sexuality is no reason to target him or her in the public sphere, or anywhere else. Custom and traditon grace every society and every religion. They are important in bringing people together during festivities, devotional rituals, charity etc. They help strengthen our social fabric and ensure a continuation of certain artistic and other skills which are vital towards the betterment of humanity. But we err when we try to apply rules set thousands of years ago to a modern, multicultural, globalised generation. Fanaticism about caste, religion and custom are as virulent as that which leads to terrorism, and no less cruel. That the perpetrators of these ridiculous beliefs happen to belong to the so-called respectable society is more dangerous.

The world has enough sorrow resulting from the inequality between people, natural disasters and other calamities. Let us not burden it with more sorrow by interfering with the love lives of others. If two people can find love in this brutal world without harming another, what is my problem? Or yours?

I wish we could air our views and discuss such fanatic behavior, and if we find ourselves following stupid customs that are set in concrete, have the courage to change.

PS: Read Georgina Ford Maddox’s article on the subject of Homophobia in The Indian Express dated 15th April 2010.

World Health Day

2010-04-14T10:23:00.000-07:00

Hi Folks,
If you're interested in the state of health care in our country and the world, read my article. I'll be very happy to have your views.

Still Want To Do It?

2010-03-26T23:15:00.001-07:00

My father smoked for many years, my husband smokes (while advising
others not to) and some of my friends do it. I'm against smoking. With
some zillion dreadful diseases waiting to strike us, we don't need any
additional hazards. However, the anti-smoking campaign which has been
taken to near evangelical heights by our previous health minister
wanted, most of all, that our celebrity stars give it up. On screen.
What they did in real life did not matter. The subject of smoking and
the stubbornness of some of them to persist brings to mind this
comical account by Spike Milligan about his days in the British Army
as a lowly Lance Bombardier. Read on.

"One morning a chill of horror ran through the serried ranks. There in
Part Two Orders were the words: 'At 0600 hours the Battery will
asemble for a FIVE MILE RUN!'
Strong gunners fell fainting to the floor, some lay weeping on their
beds. FIVE MILES? That wasn't a run, that was deportation! On that
fateful dawn the duty bombardier bade us rise: 'Wakey, Wakey, Hands
off ----- on Socks.' ((fill in that word which rhymes with socks, if
you please.)

The defenders of England rose wraith-like from their blankets. All
silent, save those great lung-wracking coughs that follow early
morning cigarettes. The cough would start in silence; first there was
the great inhale, the smoke sucked deep down into the lungs, and held
there while the victim started what was to be an agonised body spasm.
The face would first turn sweaty lemon, the shoulders hunched, the
back humped like a Brahmin bull. The legs would bend while the hand
grabbed the thighs to support the coming convilsion.

The cough would start somewhere down in the shins, the eyes would be
screwed tight to prevent being jettisoned from the head, the mouth
gripped tight to preserve the teeth. Suddenly! From afar comes a
rumbling like a hundred Early Victorian Water Closets. Slowly the body
would start to tremble and the bones to rattle. The first things to
shake were the ankles, then up the shins travelled the shakes, and
next the knees would revolve and turn jelliform; from there up the
thighs to the stomach it came, now heading for the blackened lungs.
This was the stage when a sound like a three-ton garden roller being
pulled over corrugated iron was heard approaching the heaving chest.
Following this up the convulsed body was a colour pattern, from a
delicate green at the ankles to layers of pinks, blue, varicose purple
and sweaty red. As the cough rose up the inflated throat, the whole
six colours were pushed up into the victim's face. It had now reached
the inner mouth; the last line of defence, the cheeks, were blown out
the size of football bladders.

The climax was nigh! The whole body was now a purple shuddering mass!
After several mammoth attempts to contain the cough, the mouth would
finally explode open. Loose teeth would fly out, bits of breakfast,
and a terrible rasping noice filled the room. Aweeioussheiough!
Followed by a long, silent stream of spume-laden arir. On and on it
went until the whole body was drained of oxygen, the eyes were
popping, and veins like vines standing on the head which was now
'twixt kees . This atrophied pose held for seconds. Finally, with a
dying attempt, fresh air was sucked back into the body, just in time
to do it all over again. Bear in mind this was usually performed by
some sixty men all at the same time."

Cigarette anyone?

To doubt or not to doubt?

2010-03-15T04:38:00.001-07:00

In my meagre take on Marginality, I asked that I be doubted and be allowed to doubt. That, some of you did rather well! I’m grateful that friendship affords this freedom for dialogue and combat.

Lisa Lau teaches at Keele University in Staffordshire and has a doctorate in Earth Sciences. She is also a serious literary critic who has, at different times, praised and criticised my work. She likes my piece on marginality but is surprised that I should use the term ‘marginalised’ for people like my husband and myself who chose to live away from the so-called privileged areas. You’re right, Lisa. We’re are not damaged by our marginality in any way; we have all the basic amenities, and more, and the ability to look after ourselves. We live on the margins but we are not marginalised.

I had letters too, about my comments regarding the minor tribes of Coorg. Some agreed that these tribes have been sidelined; others felt it is unfair to say that the Kodavas have exploited them. True, we have never been physically cruel. In fact the Kodavas (also known as the Coorgs) treat their workers with a lot of kindness. Many try to get Yerava children to go to school, give them free medicines when they’re sick and so on. But somewhere along the way, we have ignored their steady decline into drink and destitution. It is certainly not okay to sit back and say, “they love booze and ganja and are promiscuous,” or to call them “nature’s children” and then forget their plight.

The reason behind their unwillingness to assimilate our terms of progress really interests me. When I was in Coorg as a child and later when I visited, I used to be fascinated by some of their festivals when they go from home to home singing bawdy songs and dance, with lewd gestures thrown in. Although mothers urged their daughters not to show themselves at such times, we girls never felt disgusted or threatened. Such coarseness with its sexual allusions are common to all cultures at some time or the other. I find nothing wrong with it.

There are 18 tribal groups in Kodagu. It is not too late and reach out to all who belong to Kodagu and have as much claim to it as the Kodavas. When we begin to address the needs of the less fortunate among us and help them live in dignity, we will be strong in the real sense of the word.
Please don’t get me wrong. The Kodavas have a long tradition of being helpful to the underprivileged in their midst. We have a strong sense of community and belonging. Accepting that the other tribals are our own brothers and sisters is the best thing that could happen to us. We must become aware of our strengths and our faults and see what amends we can make. Only then can we defend our beautiful district from being ruined by those who only want quick ‘progress’ and quicker money and do not have any love for the land.

Upliftment of tribals is not easy. It certainly cannot be done through free handouts, food or a few scholarships. One needs to understand and empathise with their own unique culture, help them revive their customs, provide them with medical care and train them in vocational skills they are comfortable with. In July-August I will be working in a remote area of Tamil Nadu where a doctor couple have been working for the betterment of tribals in 70 villages. They started by addressing their health problems and then helped them develop farm collectives, handicrafts and other means of being self-sufficient.

A few days back a close friend from Coorg called up to say that there is a fresh and vigorous initiative to address the plight of the Yeravas. Wonderful news. I would be only too happy to offer my services as a doctor to help the disappearing tribal communities of Kodagu.

Scenes from a Tribal Hospial, Dharmapuri, Tamil Nadu.

2010-03-14T22:34:00.001-07:00

Some more from the margins

2010-03-01T23:23:00.001-08:00

Marginality is not always within our control. Certainly, for a large
section of people, it is not. Society has rendered them voiceless;
they are easy meat for exploitation. As a doctor and a writer, It is
my business to lend them a voice. Those who have marginalised
themselves out of choice can help those whom society has marginalised

Marginality is fluid, and in continuous flux. Its meaning will change
too, with the times. You could say that right now, in Indian politics,
Rahul Gandhi is the epicentre. Tomorrow he might find himself
marginalised, pushed to the periphery, like his grandmother was once,
after the Emergency. If the political climate decides the destiny of
certain people, then the financial status, cultural identity, caste or
race might decide the destiny of others.

Those of us who have escaped such marginalisation, are the lucky ones.

I come from a tribal community in south India. We are called Kodavas
from Kodagu which is also known by its British name, Coorg. We were
hunters and ancestor-worshippers and had no inkling of the Hindu gods
until the 17th century when neighbouring kingdoms invaded, built
temples and gradually Hinduised us. There are several tribal
communities in Kodagu but the one I belong to happens to be the
dominant tribe. In the last couple of centuries we have exploited the
other tribes, taken over every bit of land and more or less crushed
them. Some have no choice but to work on our land in order to survive.
Many face extinction.

I don't feel proud to say any of this. I only state it as a fact. One
of my novels, The Scent of Pepper deals with this issue. We have done
is exactly what the white Americans did to the Red Indians, what the
upper caste Hindus did to the lower castes.

From my position as a writer, I do not see literature as separate from
life. In literature too, marginality can be a strength or a curse. The
Second World War gave birth to a certain type of Jewish literature
which reminds us of the base levels to which human cruelty can
descend. In India, Dalit literature gave tongue to a huge section of
oppressed people. Until the 1970's, except for Mulk Raj Anand who
wrote feelingly about the cruel, oppressive force of the caste system,
there was little in Indian literature that highlighted the suffering
of Dalits to a larger public. The Marathi writer Namdeo Dasal came on
the scene, threw every rule in the literary cannon in the ditch and
wrote in a hurtfully original voice. It humbled the non-Dalits into
accepting the fact that true literature is not elitist, it is just
human.

Mahashweta Devi has spent a life-time writing about the plight of
tribals. In recent years there have been several gifted writers have
emerged from the North-East. We are able to read their work, thanks to
good translations.

Marginality, however, is a delicate issue. One can become obsessed
with one's vicitmhood and that is dangerous. Marginalised people
(feminists, gays, Dalits, minority religions, to name a few) will
serve their purpose better if they are open to criticism and deeper
analysis of their condition. They must be able to doubt their own
idelogy and reflect upon it from time to time. And political
correctness should not make others shy of being critical, when they
have to.
Internet has given tongue to many issues of marginality which until
recently were not known of widely. Internet can be a great platform
for debate and dialogue. But increasingly, one finds a great deal of
shrill argument that is prejudiced and often, hate-filled or
rhetorical.

I guess this too is essential, as a vent to supressed anger and
hatred. But if we are to move forward, our minds must learn to
separate the grain from the husk.

For me, the only way of doing this is to doubt myself. As a writer, I
want to retain my freedom to doubt myself, my beliefs, my victimhood.
I want to be able to doubt my heroes – the Gurus, Gods, Gandhis,
Ambedkars and the Obamas. And I want always to respect that freedom in
others.

Coming back to the literary conference and the several papers I
listened to, how worthwhile were they? Merit, especially in
literature, is vindicated by posterity. Marginal or otherwise, the job
of a writer is to write. The less I talk about it, the better.

Marginally Speaking

2010-03-01T18:07:00.001-08:00

Vijay and I have just returned from a literary seminar in Aurgandabad
University. One of the incentives, besides the hope that we would be
learning something of value from the academics, was that Ellora and
Ajanta were nearby. We – foolishly – presumed that we could make some
time to zip off…

I'm dizzy with the knowledge I gained in three days of listening to
learned papers. As creative writers, we thought we would be excused
from making memorable speeches.

Some hope. The charming HOD of the English Department was insistent
that we both speak on the theme of the conference: "Reinventing
Marginality. A Multidisciplinary Approach to Literature."

My, my. Too late to decline the invitation, so I got to work. Here's the gist:

In my medical college years and then as a young doctor, I read very
little besides my medical books and journals. You could call it the
ten-year starvation that left me with severe malnutrition in literary
matters. In my own way, I have tried to make up for this deficiency.
But academics eludes me. Visiting a university is a learning
experience, every time.

Marginality can be looked at from different perspectives: One is the
marginalisation of those ignored by society and 'pushed' to the
periphery. The very poor, the uneducated, the Dalits and tribals have
repeatedly faced indifference and oppression. In a foreign country,
the uneducated immigrant is often marginalised, like the unemployed
blacks in London; in the US, the poor black communities and the
Hispanics.

In India, the need for survival impels such people to take up jobs
that provide for basics like food, clothing and shelter. So we have
rural folk migrating in droves to constructions sites, quarries and
road-works. The delicate filaments of their own culture and tradition
which are particularly important to them snap and disappear; they
forget their mother tongue, their folk songs, their gods, their
families. It is a tragic existence, the ultimate result of which is
millions of people who must lose everything that is precious in life
in order to fill their stomachs. It is cultural suicide that happens
every day before our eyes.

The periphery or the margin is nothing but the blind spot in the
collective eye of the powerful sections of society.

Humiliation and loss of dignity are the worst outcome of
marginalisation. Having been denied the opportunities for progress,
marginalised communities take a long while to catch up with the rest.
No society can be complacent until it has addressed their sufferings.

How about me?Then there are people like myself and my husband who
chose to live on the margins. As a doctor, after my surgical training,
I've worked in small towns and rural areas. It was a personal choice.
My husband and I are both writers and as writers, we do not wish to
live in cities, if we can help it. Our marginalisation is voluntary.
It offers us a ringside view of society and the absence of too many
distractions.

Artists and writers often tend to live on the periphery. The muse
seeks quiet in which to nurture imagination and creativity. However,
many writers are able to produce their masterpieces even while they
live in cities. Their creativity feeds off the constant interaction
with society.

Many writers, in recent times, have moved out of cities.This does not
mean that writers do not like the limelight. We do, we do. I like
being made a fuss, of but only once in a while – that is, once in
three or four years, when I have managed to write a book and it is due
for release. This brief moment of fame with book launches, readings,
interviews, reviews and the fan-mail is quite wonderful but it is also
exhausting. It takes away several months of my writing life and I can
never make up for it. I feel frustrated for having spent so much of my
energy, apparently, for publicity. But then, I know that once my work
has gone into the public domain, I have to put in some effort in order
to draw attention to it.

For a writer, it is a privilege to be invisible.

****

Books

2010-02-10T17:28:00.001-08:00

This is in answer to queries from friends and readers about my novels. Of late, they are mostly unavailable in bookshops. This is a pity because all of them are in print and continue to sell. My publisher tells me that ever since the recession, bookshops have become wary of storing books that are not ‘red hot’ best-sellers. Many bookshops around the country are closing down and this is not due to decreasing readership but because on-line purchase has become easy and popular. My books are available on several sites. I’ve seen them on
www.penguinbooksindia.com
www.flipkart.com
www.amazon.com
It is cheaper to get them online sometimes. If you can ask your bookshop to get it for you, they often do.

2010-02-10T17:19:00.000-08:00

The Children

2010-02-08T03:09:00.001-08:00

I get a lot of queries about the Learning Centre and Libraries that we run – we meaning a group of friends who like doing this sort of thing. Some of us have been doing it in a small way for a long time. In 2006, we decided to form a Trust and get more systemmatic.

The Nalanda Learning Centre and Library Project (also called Nalanda Trust) started with the first centre here in Lonavla. Now we have eight centres in different parts of India and requests for more.

Education is indispensable in today's world. Unfortunately, it does not reach the children who desperately need it. This is mainly due to the unimaginative policies of governments, the ignorance of illiterate parents and the selfishness of a society that does not care to think about the less fortunate.

Knowledge is wealth and power; knowledge is also the beginning of awareness, wisdom and sensitivity towards others. Widespread knowledge and true awareness that comes with it is the only way we can hope to save the world.

Basic education, like health, is the right of every individual.

How do we do what we do?

We believe that any average citizen can make a difference to the future of hundreds of children by providing an opportunity for learning.

Teaching the use of computers, English and vernacular speaking and reading skills, adult literacy, craft and vocational guidance are all part of the objectives of the Trust. Nalanda Trust now runs eight centres in different parts of India (Lonavla in Maharashtra, Hyderabad, Vrindaban in UP and Madras). In Hyderabad and Madras it reaches out to hundreds of children in the slums. In both places, we have tied up with other voluntary groups to achieve our goal. In Vrindaban, a library that has been set up in a school caters to 900 children. In Lonavla there is a learning centre and three libraries.

Each of our centres is supervised by our group and kept small and meaningful; every rupee spent goes towards benefitting some child. Nalanda Trust is a registered charity. Administrative costs are kept to the absolute minimum because of volunteers who give their time and experience for free. We plan to always keep the overheads to a minimum. We also recycle library books by transferring used books from one centre to another.

A total of 2500 children are currently being helped by Nalanda Trust.

Funds. We rely on friends and well-wishers who contribute in any modest way they can. They, and the children who attend our centres are our inspiration.

Aunty, Uncle or --

2010-02-07T22:34:00.001-08:00

The other day, the daughter of a school friend asked if she could call me Kavery and not Aunty.

Wow! That's a change and I was thrilled. I'm called Aunty by all sorts of people – nurses, sales reps, shop assistants, beggars, house-helps, patients and of course my genuine nieces and nephews. It's really not just my vanity that makes me wince when a vegetable vendor tries to charm me into buying an extra bunch of palak with, "Lelo na Aunty, taaza hai." I just hate being Auntified. I put up a tough fight and resist being herded into this amorphous group which makes me feel like someone who leads a boring life and insists on offering unsolicited advice.

My worst (or should it be the best?) Aunty Moment came a few months after we came to Lonavla. Here, most of my patients are construction labour and they often turn up at home when it is an emergency. One night, someone rattled the front door and asked for 'Doctor Saab'. I let the portly, middle-aged woman and her two children come in. The kind woman addressed me as Auntyji, and I quickly told her not to. Moments later she addressed me as Uncle. No, no I said, I'm not Uncle. I'm a doctor. When I had dressed her daughter's leg wound, given her an injection and some medicines, they got up to leave.

"When should I bring her again….Mummy?" the lady asked, innocently.

Mummified!

I could clearly hear my husband chuckling upstairs.

Gooma....

2010-01-28T08:35:00.001-08:00

Gooma…

Returning from a long journey, we stopped for breakfast at a run-down hotel in a small town on the Karnataka-Maharashtra border. It was a pleasant morning. Breakfast finished, my husband smoked a cigarette and we strolled in the rather spacious compound. On a low wall that bordered the garden sat three strikingly handsome cocks: one a wild mix of red, orange and greenish black; another a saffron yellow with a collar of furry gold; and the third a speckled black-and-white stunner with a velvety wattle. The birds knew they had admirers. Two of them flapped down to the ground and began to strut, like mannered fashion models and the third fellow set off a splendid round of music. It could have been the late morning warmth, or he might have had a ticklish throat: the crowing was all fun and falsetto.

As a young girl in our village, I used to hear the cocks crow early morning. It seemed wicked to even consider getting out of bed; so listening, I would sneak back into some bizarre dream until an unkind adult hand pulled back the blanket and got me up. Now that I live in a town, I hear the cocks so rarely; but I do hear them. In the darker, dingier bylanes of the congested town that is Lonavla, there is one family that rears the most wonderful country chickens. Some times, through the sound of traffic and the incessant noise of construction work, I hear him. Majestic, defiant and pure-throated, the bird seems to have adjusted to the aberrations of a bustling, small-town life. Here a cock can crow at noon and get away with it. Who listens, anyway?

We take something of our original selves, and our sins, everywhere we go.Early memories yield a reassuring and magical tapestry that is all yours and yours alone. Is it essential to care about such memories?

Six year ago we lived in the Annamalai hills of Tamil Nadu where I worked as a surgeon for a Tatas Group. One day I woke from a sort of feverish slumber and heard an owl. It was the unmistakeable, gentle ummmm-ummmm-ummmm of a variety of small-sized owls that lived high up in the thicket of bamboo near our house. From then on, every day, precisely at the same time, I would hear the bird.

There are no owls to listen to in Lonavla. I miss them. In my childhood we had a wider, wilder variety of them. The most majestic I have seen was large and white – as large as a cock, with a four-foot wing span. It was dusk, with barely a few moments of fading light left in the sky. This big white creature flew out the dark branches of a tree and skimmed just above our heads before flying away in an alarming rustle of her feathers.

Owls are said to hoot but that is just one variety of them and I've heard them too. You can track the course of the bird from the hoot, if you listen with some patience. I prefer the hum to the hoot though. Mmmmm…. In our Kodava dialect, we call the owl "Gooma." Just say "Gooma…" to yourself on a dark and lonely evening and you can conjure up ghosts, haunted castles and an old, toothless man with a lantern coming for you.

"Wise as an owl" is a western perception. It is those remarkable rings round the eyes that give him a wise and spectacled look. But here, we perhaps look at the neckless head. "Ullu ho thum," is an Indian way calling one stupid.

Wise, vulnerable, lonesome or scary, the owls are lovely birds. They are my favourite.

Fish soup, tea and cherry preserve anyone?

2010-01-27T18:01:00.001-08:00

I’m not trying to foist a favourite dinner menu on readers. I like fish, tea and cherries – separately, at different moments but together….

In Brothers Karamazov, this is the menu suggested by Ivan Fydorovich to his younger brother Alyosha when they meet in a tavern. Alyosha eagerly agrees to the menu and seems to enjoy it too.

Every alphabetically literate person who opens the papers to the health section believes that tea is full of anti-oxidants that keep us forever young, cherries help fight cancer and fish provided the magical omega 3 fatty acids that lower cholestrol. In 19th century Russia, they ate it simply because they loved it.

My real reason for mentioning it is the chapter, “The Grand Inquisitor” in which it appears. The novel is one of those scintillating classics that’s to be read and re-read, for its sheer complexity of human characters. In this chapter the two brothers discuss religion. Ivan explains to Alyosha how Christianity has changed so much that Christ himself would be unwelcome on earth.

Sample this line: …”and we wil give them a quiet, humble happiness, the happiness of feeble creatures.” Or, this, when a Cardinal accuses Christ of “giving mankind what it does not want – freedom of choice. What it really wants is Miracle, Mystery and Authority.”

Eh?

A Day of Fun

2010-01-20T18:21:00.001-08:00

Nalanda Learning Centre, Lonavla

A Working Day...

2010-01-20T18:19:00.001-08:00

Nalanda Learning Centre, Lonavla.

Briefly...

2010-01-12T21:27:00.001-08:00

A good friend whom I asked for advice about setting up a blog, told me that the best way is go for it and not spend too much time analysing the HOW.

The briefest of briefs to discribe me would be: "A Quack turned Hack." In today's world, where money dictates every profession, that is only a mild pejorative that close friends would use to describe a surgeon-cum-novelist. Right now I earn only from my words but continue to treat patients. Until a few years ago, it was the other way round. Please do not ask me which of my two pursuits is more important. I might say something foolish and then have to eat my words, which would be disastrous since I'm trying to make a living from those damn things.

I had a good childhood. Nothing special. Except that when I first made my appearance, in my mother's village home in Coorg, my father happened to be peeping through the window of the small dark room. He watched me 'Come Out'. I feel rather special when I think of it. In that small home lived two families with four parents and nineteen children, ten of them female. My mother was the oldest among the girls. The young father needed some pluck to take the risk of watching his daughter being born.

I grew up like any village girl. And being from Coorg (Kodavas or Coorgs and not Coorgis, please) I was reared on a diet of wild meat, crabs, river fish, mushroom, bamboo shoots and the like; I went barefoot to the village school and generally had a merry time. My later years took me to Delhi and then to medical college in Bangalore. I did my higher training in UK and took the fellowship of the Royal College of Surgeons, London.

My surgical career has mainly been in rural India -- Bihar, UP, Tamil Nadu and Karnataka. For seven years I worked for Tata group of hospitals in the south, and won the Tata Excellence Award for my work in 2001. As a member of the Association of Rural Surgeons of India, I've been on their governing council from 2004 to 2007. I now help in editing their journal.

Alongside my fascinating and full-time profession, I started to write. Mainly fiction, first for children and then adults. (My doctor friends used to be a bit embarrassed: "You write stories?")

My latest work, The Story that must Not be Told was shortlisted for the Man Asian Literary Prize in 2008. It will be published in July 2010 by Penguin India.

A quick list of my adult novels:

Most recent first.

The Hills of Angheri. Penguin India 2005: the story of a surgeon battling the conflicts between city and rural practice.

On Wings of Butterflies, Penguin India 2002: a feminist farce about the war between women and men

Mango-coloured Fish, Penguin India 1998: a young woman studies the marriages of those she knows while wondering about her own choice

Shortlisted for the Crossword Book Award, 1999

The Scent of Pepper, Penguin India 1996: the story of three generations of a martial community deeply influenced by British settlement

Reprinted in the UK by Penguin, 2001; translated into Malayalam 2002; will appear in a new, revised edition in July 2010.

The Truth (almost) about Bharat, Penguin India 1991: a medical student takes off on a wild motorcycle journey across India, meeting bandits, politicians – and doctors

Reissued by Penguin India 2002

In the 1980s I wrote a number of short stories, three picture-books and three full-length stories for children. The books were all published by Children's Book Trust, New Delhi. Two won CBT awards and one a UNICEF award; one story was serialised on the National TV channel.

I also write for the media on a variety of medical issues but my first love is fiction.

I now devote more time to my writing. I run a medical centre for migrant workers in Tungarli, Lonavla. Along with my husband and some friends, I also run the Nalanda Learning Centre and Library Project. (www.nalandatrust.org)

here I go

2009-12-25T04:02:00.000-08:00

“Why did you cut your hair?” asked Rubina, disapproving.

I mumbled something about it being easy to manage but she wasn’t quite convinced. Thirteen-year-old Mayuri – the oldest among the girls who attend our informal Learning Centre – explained: “Sethlog like to cut their hair. They like to wear trousers and not saris…”

Sethlog refers to those of us who live in pucca houses and drive around in cars. I argued for myself: I wear saris for hospital work, and on formal occasions. When I finally managed to stem their queries, we began our class. It was their third lesson about our country and we had the map of India before us. We were well on our way, learning the names and locations of individual states, and I remembered my first question to the class when we started this Know My Country session.

“Who is the Prime Minister of India?”

Mehboob’s hand shot up. “Amitabh Bachchan!” Seeing the horror on my face, he tried “Shah Rukh Khan:”and then “Bal Thackeray” before giving up. Poonam, with her beautiful, all-teeth smile, said, “Veer Sarvarkar”. There were no more guesses.
It is nearly three years since I gave up my full-time job as a surgeon. At a time when I was really enjoying surgery and everything that goes with it, I opted to spend some years being an ordinary doctor. I see patients at home, I see them in a clinic and sometimes in their homes. Thanks to this madcap decision (so say some wise friends), I became close to the community of migrant workers who slog away at construction sites in the booming housing colonies of Lonavla in Maharashtra. The children who come to our learning centre are aged 4 to 14 years and are either from interior Maharashtra or north Karnataka. Their parents who can barely earn Rs 30 a day in their own arid villages, find the daily wages at the construction sites (Rs60 to Rs100 a day), hard to resist. Their children either stay back in the villages with grandparents or come with their parents. Some go to municipal schools but don’t progress beyond a few years. Reason? A lack of interest in studies, parental pressure to start earning or the physical and mental abuse piled on by the teachers.

“Basha, why did you drop out of school?”

“I wanted to earn money.”

“You can earn more if you finish school.”

The real reason, his mother tells me, is that he is reviled for being dark-skinned and ‘low caste’. Not only by other students but by the teachers. And what guarantee is there that he will get a better job after school? So twelve-year-old Basha does odd jobs like gardening, minding their pets or fetching provisions for the sethlog. Especially those who come only on weekends from Bombay and are willing to pay good money. As for learning, he has forgotten everything he once knew and cannot read a full sentence in Marathi.

So we decided to pitch in and start a learning centre and library. That was three years ago and was the beginning of the Nalanda Trust.

Here I go

2009-11-27T21:05:00.000-08:00

I decided to start a blog to overcome the tedium of daily work. I've promised myself that I will write what I feel like, with no political correctness whatsoever (no censors-pensors will read this, I'm sure). I'll use the blog to say things that might make you furious or happy; it might make you laugh or scream or even weep. It is my way of making faces at my friends, the readers.
So beware!